June 2010
1 post
Taking a toll
My body is changing so much and going crazy…being pregnant is crazy
February 2010
4 posts
@ toohot
sdot:
I already know yo name fool!
I know but you can never be too sure…lol…on the floor
@ toohot
sdot:
I already know yo name fool!
wow
I love me for all the good the bad and the in between of it all…sometimes there are low points in my life in which I think my heart won’t last another nano second and then there are times where i have enough love to flood the ocean…the brutal truth is I’m not at all going to place myself in a box of normality just to live my life to other people’s standards…I am...
Same time man, same time
sdot:
He wants to read this. This is my outlet. It might be equal to peeking into my brain……… He doesn’t have a tumblr to read, so that hardly seems fair. We should get to know each other organically. Is that wrong?
Heck no…this is ubber personal but then again strangers read it but that’s different…I still vote no don’t do it girl…organic ORGANIC
January 2010
4 posts
up
up early in the morning praying that there will be sunshine today!
question
has anyone else ever felt like they hit rock bottom in life? if so how did you deal with it?
me
all I have to live by is what I know from my almost 31 years of life…it’s ever changing. so in order to continue in this huge world of contradictions and let downs I must dust myself off and keep moving. if you stop you might not figure out you’re way back to sanity!!!
My Mother
the one person I give credit to is the one person that I despise at the same time…I am giving myself till March to move out…for my own sanity I have to hit the bricks…my my my she drives me insane…I can’t seem to take a step forward from her pulling on a very short leash…beware of how you treat people…once I walk I am done forever!
December 2009
1 post
November 2009
1 post
October 2009
6 posts
Home again
sdot:
It was great. A couple days wasn’t nearly enough, but it what it is. And now I’m back here, slightly deflated.
I hope this feeling passes quickly…. ’Till the next time.
how did it go chica?
My soul hurts for you!
Days
There are days when I feel like a tortured soul crying out for just one moment to collect and regroup…then there are days when I feel like nothing can stop me cause I am the best that could ever be…then there are those days when I love you so much that it hurts me way deep to my toes cause I know nothing else matters in life but those days when you make me smile and forget every other...
“You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you,...”
– Richard Siken (via jayalzacee) (via poignant) (via quote-book) (via lovebot)
Meh...Why the hell not?
misslyd:
dharrison:
rhymeswithnash:
A - Age: 30
B - Bed size: queen
C - Chore you hate: dishes
D - Don’t eat: tomatoes
E - Essential start your day item: toilet
F - Favorite board game: monopoly
G - Gold or Silver: silver
H - Height: 5’2” & 3/4
I - Instruments you play(ed): guitar a lil
J - Job title: soon to be employed
K - Kid(s): maybe someday
L - Living arrangements: mums
...
September 2009
13 posts
“If your best friend gets it, that’s all that matters.”
– Kathleen Hanna (via fuckyeahkathleenhanna) (via itsjanna)
Think
I think I think way too much…I am trying a new thing it’s called being in the moment when it happens. Well it’s really not new but I am going to start trying it again. Sometimes if you think too much you forget to live and act and do the thing that you would be to afraid to do because you are thinking and not doing. Why should I not do what I want because society says it’s...
Free Night of Theater →
seriouslythough:
Free theater tickets in over 120 cities across the US.
Lesson of the day...
seriouslythough:
biteofpythias:
sometimes women share a problem or issue with you in order to vent and they are not in fact looking for you to propose the seemingly obvious solution to that problem, simply sharing the problem. chicks are confusing…
What!?!
What would you do if at midnight you were told you only have 24 hours to live…and all the money you can spend?
Dinner
just made chipotle pork chops and brown rice with a fresh green salad…those wifey skills are getting good!!!
A Moment
It took a moment to realize that I am better than they way I have let you treat me…as much as I love you I love me better…this time it is going to stick. I love me…I pick me. I choose to be the exact same person I was before I met you! All whole not bruised or broken…just me all me!!!
Love
I am sending out an abundance of Love today…somebody is in need of it today besides me. So enjoy take it all in and know that you are loved by somebody even when you don’t think you are…I am there loving you like crazy…I may have never met you and yet I still love you!
getting over him
it will take everything i have in me not to call text(when i get the phone back on) or go by his house just to see if there’s a slight chance in hell that we will work it out…after three years of this you would think i would be ready to be done and over him treating me like shit but because i am a glutton for pain i can’t help but to feel like we were meant to be together…i...
August 2009
8 posts
You so crazy!!!
Watching the martin episode where he goes to the dmv…this guy in a green silk shirt comes up to him and calls him almond brown…you so almondy!!!!
But.....
sdot:
Everyone I’ve talked to says to forget it. The long distance thing, not so much. I was talking to a co-worker today and she knew someone who had a long distance relationship. They eventually got married……..
They’re getting divorced now…… Divorce can happen to anybody.
And I like him. ’Cause he calls even though it’s late for him, to say he was thinking about me and wanted to hear my...
sdot:
I go back and forth about MF. On the one hand I’m like, he lives in another time zone and this is dumb. On the other hand, I’m like I am really starting to like him. Up until 2 months ago, we hadn’t seen each other since 8th grade. Yet, as soon as I saw him, it was like I was back in middle school, braces and all. How is it that certain people just set up camp in our memory and never...
“If you don’t climax the terrorists win.”
– Andy Weeds (via sdot)
i just watched this today…haaaaaaaaaaaa
July 2009
4 posts
John Mayer
I forgot how much I love love love his work!
What you want?
Is it me or does it seem like the very thing you want is never what you get… Ok so I want this smoking cute handbag but I refuse to pay full price for it….there is just no way I will pay even 100 for a purse or anything else unless it’s a true medical need. Like I would die without it. But what I want is to be so damn cute with that bag……..oh well my addiction to...
do you ever feel like the whole world is on your...
lovebot:
and everyone you love has abandoned you to your destructive tendencies? and your heart has turned such a deep shade of black and blue that it is in severe danger of shutting down completely?
well it’s an abso-fucking-lutely fantastic feeling. thanks for everything, world.
at least you know when you feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, that’s when you start writing a book. and switch to...
June 2009
4 posts
Slippery Slope
I think I am headed down a path of sure self destruction. I feel the anxiety of a manic depressive state coming on but I can do nothing about it. I try to keep myself occupied by doing different things and keeping active but nothing seems to satisfy me. Even in a large crowd I can’t help but to feel lonely. Then the sadness come then the tears start to fall…I think I will try to sleep...
May 2009
25 posts
Torn
So I love both songs…Pretty Wings by Maxwell and Chocolate Legs by Eric Benet. But my problem is I don’t know which is my favorite yet and I just keep playing them over and over and over again.
Chocolate Legs by Eric Benet
This world ain’t nothin’ but crazy I’m out here working trying to make it Girl, it’s so rough in this city There ain’t no resting for the weary So, baby, feel me I need something to feel So my spirit can heal I need you to wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me So when I come home tonight You’ll make everything alright When you come wrap them chocolate legs...
Pretty Wings by Maxwell
Time will bring the real end of our trial One day there’ll be no remnants, no trace, No residual feelings within you One day you won’t remember me. Your face will be the reason I smile But I will not see what I cannot have forever I’ll always love you. I hope you feel the same. Oh, you played me dirty, your game was so bad You toyed with my affliction Had to fill out my...
