Maya

do you ever feel like the whole world is on your case?

lovebot:

and everyone you love has abandoned you to your destructive tendencies? and your heart has turned such a deep shade of black and blue that it is in severe danger of shutting down completely?

well it’s an abso-fucking-lutely fantastic feeling. thanks for everything, world.

at least you know when you feel like you’ve hit rock bottom, that’s when you start writing a book. and switch to whiskey.

Slippery Slope

I think I am headed down a path of sure self destruction. I feel the anxiety of a manic depressive state coming on but I can do nothing about it. I try to keep myself occupied by doing different things and keeping active but nothing seems to satisfy me. Even in a large crowd I can’t help but to feel lonely. Then the sadness come then the tears start to fall…I think I will try to sleep it off!

Torn

So I love both songs…Pretty Wings by Maxwell and Chocolate Legs by Eric Benet. But my problem is I don’t know which is my favorite yet and I just keep playing them over and over and over again.

Chocolate Legs by Eric Benet

This world ain’t nothin’ but crazy
I’m out here working trying to make it
Girl, it’s so rough in this city
There ain’t no resting for the weary

So, baby, feel me
I need something to feel
So my spirit can heal
I need you to wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me

So when I come home tonight
You’ll make everything alright
When you come wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me
The memory of my day
Will quickly just fade away
When you come wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me
Please, baby, wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me

Your cocoa skin against mine, baby
Is all I need to help revive me
Just touch me and I feel pure, pure love
You’re the only thing I’m ever sure of (your love I’m sure of)

I need some reminding
That God is still, He’s still behind me
Baby, come take my soul and set me free
When you come wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me

So when I come home tonight
You’ll make everything alright
When you come wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me
I need you to understand
And make me glad I’m a man
Deep inside you, that’s where I need to be
Oh, baby, just wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me

Hold on, hold on
All I need is you to do is wrap them
Hold on, hold on
Don’t let go, baby, don’t let go
Don’t you let go

I need some reminding
That God is still behind me
So, baby, just take my soul and set me free
I want you to know how much you mean to me

When you just wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me
Oh, when I come home tonight
I want you to make things right
Baby, come wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me
I need you to understand
And make me glad that I’m a man
When you come wrap them chocolate legs ‘round me

Pretty Wings by Maxwell

Time will bring the real end of our trial
One day there’ll be no remnants, no trace,
No residual feelings within you
One day you won’t remember me.

Your face will be the reason I smile
But I will not see what I cannot have forever
I’ll always love you.
I hope you feel the same.

Oh, you played me dirty, your game was so bad
You toyed with my affliction
Had to fill out my prescription,find the remedy
I had to set you free.

Away from me
To see clearly
The way that love can be
when you are not with me
I had to lead
I had to live
I had to leave
I had to love

If I can’t have you
Let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

I came wrong you were right
Transformed your love into like
Baby believe me, I’m sorry I told you lies.
I turned day into night
Sleep till I die a thousand times
Ah, I should’ve showed you
Better nights, better times
Better days, and I miss you more and more

If I can’t have you
Let love set you free
To fly your pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.

Pretty wings, your pretty wings, your
Pretty wings. Pretty wings around.